Days

One of those days, truly! So I'm outside earlier and like okay I need to get milk for the house and other items. The fuckers here don't do it themselves and since I'm visiting "Oh why not let the younger legs get what WE need!" So I tell them this and you know what they say, they inturn tell me we need food...... Duh! They in turn say we want Mickey D's. Personally its not for me, nasty and high in fat content. But I go anyways, so I get this big ass order feeling like a fat white bitch... white because everytime I'm doing something that isn't with friends or family I get my proper voice on. Which sounds like.....a white girl. So I pay and get to the second window, waiting for the shit. Get passed a few bags and the lady tells me I have to wait for "my " apple pie. So I see this fat ass just staring at me. I stare back and she stops, I hear whispering ignore it. Turns out she has told her fat ass friend to look and stare too, So now I got 2 of em staring at me and me staring back. Then its like the rest of the place see's them watching me, so they watch.

All in all it pissed me, I already had to get groceries and then these people decide they need fast food. Now I got these fat asses and there friends staring at me. So you know what I do?!..... I smile, wave and leave.

I feel like I'm getting bunched up in knots over tiny things. It pisses me off that I feel this way over nothing.

Anyways on a brighter note, I found this cool ass post on here by a fellow peer from PT. It was the shit, made me brighten up....

On a s/n maybe its PT or my greatest enemy because I've been getting on PT more often. Who knows, have to clean up a little now.

Ciao!